Wild Ride

Everything is supposed to happen for a reason. I think this is why I ponder on every thought, every action that takes place in my life. Trying to find the reason as to why it's happening, how I ended up here? I question things over & over again. I have tried being spontaneous, this usually gets me into a lot more trouble. Although I have more fun when I let all my inhibitions go. I am currently 24 years old and just now starting to enjoy life & be more earnest all at the same time. You blink one day, and when your eyes open wide for the first time....the sun is glaring & you close them tight and leave them shut.